Let Me Cry...

“Crying isn’t showing weakness, it’s showing you’ve been strong for too long.”

somehow

i find this true

to myself

i tend to swallow everything

i tend to keep everything inside

i tend to hide in silence

i tend to masked behind ignorance

of my own feeling

and

in the end

all i can do is

crying in the bathroom

punching the wall

cutting myself with blunt things

and

letting time heals everything

in crying i find solace

between sobs i find strength

in tears i find serenity

midst of pain i find the push

for me to be myself back

for me to be strong again

for me to stop crying

and survive in this mean world