I'm Sorry...

i’m sorry mother

i never want to hurt you

i never want to make you cry

but tonight

i’m cleaning out my closet

the closet is getting dusty

it’s suffocating me

i can barely breathe

i’m need fresh air, mother

it’s too dark inside there

i can’t see anything clear

i’m sick of the darkness

i want the warmth of sunlight

being inside there is too lonely, mother

i have nobody to talk to, freely

i have nobody i can be honest to

all i see is myself and my imperfections

i’m going out of my closet, mother

i’m tired of having to lie

to be someone i am not

please dont cry mother

i’m doing this for me

so fuck the world

if it hates me for that

i’m done pretending

i’m still what i am, mother

it’s just that i’m more honest

it’s just that i’m more happy

it’s just that i’m more

a person than what i was before