the waiting

he looked past the window

again this morning

appalled by yet another

disappointment

what he wanted wasn't there

who he needed hadn't arrived

 someone

even i as his dearest

couldn't ever replace

someone i was hoping

would be back soon

from his travel

just so

this guilt in my heart

can fade with peace, away

 

comsie's wisdom in my words

it doesn't matter

if you like

vanilla

,

strawberry

,

or both

there's no way you can change

what you favour

there's no way you can reason

why you like them

and once you like

strawberry

,

vanilla

,

or both

you just can't turn back

and change

what you favour

:)

no hate... oh gaga i adore you

a touching secret of a girl

why are you here?

i am here to love you

i am here not to fall in love with you

keep that in mind

i'll be loving

but i'm not a lover

the ray

i live following the ray

because i was born this way

i couldn't be as hateful as they

because the love in me, stay

being them means not i will stray

i will be okay, i will be okay

:)

my favourite scene from my favourite movie

when can i be as wise-ass and as bitchy as this girl?

oh well, i guess.... IN MY DREAMS

 

What It Feels Like...

hey friend
tell me, won't you
what it feels like
being able to express your love
as you like it
anywhere, anywhen?


what it feels like

kissing her with raindrops on your face?

embracing her with wind gently brushing your hair?

telling her how much you love her while her hand in yours

grasped tightly with warmth?


i won't say anything

i won't complain

i won't grumble

because in this pretty little town

i know all too well

the path i've taken

forbid me so

or

else

Born This Way

This new Lady GaGa song really touched my heart.

If only I have such courage to embrace who I really am

First step is always the hardest
and the longest of the journey
of loving myself

When since forever
all I ever dying for, is to be
everything I'm not

Thank you Lady GaGa
Your songs had moved me a lot
I'm grateful to be one of
your Little Monsters

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It doesn't matter if you love him, or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
'Cause you were born this way, baby

My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir

"There's nothin' wrong with lovin' who you are"
She said, "'Cause He made you perfect, babe"
"So hold your head up, girl and you you'll go far,
Listen to me when I say"

I'm beautiful in my way,
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
(Born this way)

Ooo, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
(Born this way)
Ooo, there ain't other way
Baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be!

Give yourself prudence and love your friends
Subway kid, rejoice the truth
In the religion of the insecure
I must be myself, respect my youth

A different lover is not a sin
Believe capital H-I-M (hey, hey, hey)
I love my life, I love this record and
Mi amore vole fe yah

I'm beautiful in my way,
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Ooo, there ain't no other way

Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
(Born this way )
Ooo, there ain't other way
Baby, I was born way
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

( Queen ,
Don't be , Queen )

Don't be drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're lebanese, you're orient
Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'Cause baby, you were born this way

No matter gay, straight or bi
lesbian, transgendered life
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to survive
No matter black, white or beige
chola or orient made
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to be brave

I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, yeah!

Ooo, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
(Born this way )
Ooo, there ain't other way
Baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

I was born this way, hey!
I was born this way, hey!
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, hey!

I was born this way, hey!
I was born this way, hey!
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, hey!

pretty pretty girls he called friends

she’s perfect

beautiful

charismatic

smart

lovely

adorable

and he’s there

and perfectly

handsome

gentle

caring

loving

she, is Appendix A

of the lots lots of

pretty pretty girls

he called friends

you might not got it

but i get it

and they get it

and she get it

and he get it

that they can laugh together

with his hands

in his hands

stop and stare, don't

is it weird
having me stand here
and state what i felt
about our crumbling society
hidden under misleading achievement

is it weird
that i stand here
with my hand in his
when we are legally united
years ago

is it weird
that we stand here
with our adopted twins
smiling and laughing
the cute girls who lit up
our home and our life

is it weird
that i
ask you
not to
stop
and
stare
at us

Why, Mom?

mom,

do you remember rory wilson?

i bet you do

he has the sweetest of smile

he has kindest of heart

he has biggest of love

and he was my best friend

but mom,

i haven’t see him for a while

now

i’m lonely

i’m sad

i’m hurting

and i miss him

mom,

why is it when i asked mrs. smith

our neighbour next door

about rory

she broke down?

she wailed?

right before me?

what have i done wrong?

what has rory done wrong?

we did nothing wrong

we didn’t steal cookies from the jar

we didn’t spill milk on the floor

we didn’t paint walls with crayon

we didn’t steal anyone’s money

we just be friends

and one day

i felt like kissing him

and he

felt like kissing me back

right before

mrs. davis came

pulling him into her room

yelling at me to get lost

i went out

but i heard a terrible sound

mom,

it’s just like the sound

during the bank robbery we saw

just before the policeman bleed and died

what was it

mom?

since then

i have never seen rory

mom,

please don’t cry

i don’t mean to make you cry

i’m just curious

why rory disappear?

why mrs davis went with the police?

why mrs. smith cried?

why,

mom,

are you reaching for the gun?

I Dont Really Mind... Haha..