anything to say? :3

Saturday, June 25, 2011

sometimes i wonder if

i'm drowned too deep
while you're above the water
waving at me
laughing recklessly
for my weakness
that cause my own suffering

maybe i'm being sensitive
i thought you would be more
that no matter how strong i may seem to be
that how effective my poker face works
deep down
i'm no stronger than you
and after all
i'm just a newbie in this tough adult world
i'm just a girl
and maybe
i'm also nothing to you

Friday, June 17, 2011

to him

i still can say i'm yours
i still can call you mine
the wave length between us
became greater as days pass
perhaps it was for the nonexistant contact
perhaps it was my own made-up feeling
perhaps i'm too absorbed in my newfound life
perhaps you're too deep drowned in your life

i'm devastated
by my own confusion
i'm lost
in my own mind
and i'm scared
of what my own future would be


Tuesday, June 14, 2011

the trembling, scared-eyed girl

it was none other than middle of the clockface
when darkness had consumed the world whole
when i was walking down the road
searching for peace of mind and
maybe aiming for one or two martinis later

when i heard something behind
not afar, but still continuous
like a creeper waiting to jump down on me
and devour the flesh and bones, whole
i was scared shitless but
i grasped the gun in my pocket and turned

i see a silhouette 
of a person, female
a not-so-little girl
walking, no
limping, exactly
as she hold herself up
towards me
her eyes dilated, 
full of emotion
i could read as books
"to myself"
to herself?
i was perplexed

the exact moment
the moonlight shone
direct onto us
and i saw
her blood-drenched clothes
the axe in her hand
the hidden evil in her eyes

"i just can't stop"
"killing people"
the last words i heard

if you don't understand what this's about, you're innocent

how about my innocence?
"it's complicated"

Saturday, June 11, 2011

we cant predict the future, most times

the website from which
i took all these
is practically plastered all over
so visit if you're
in need of more meme 


favourite bones

 this is one of bones episodes
a body was found in paisley's bathroom, 
so they assumed the body was paisley's

sweets proceeded to talk to one suspect,
paisley's friend, nicole

hahaha i just love 
the direction of the investigation

but then, they discovered
the body wasn't paisley's
she's very well alive
booth went to see her
and told her

 next, what would anyone ask
an fbi agent who had just
informed you
they found a body in your house?

i love her 

you're safe with me

good times
bad times
i can promise that
i'll stay by your side

even when around us
things worsen
that you have to cry
i'll smile
just so you know
even in your darkest moment
you can be happy
if only
if only you have the strength to

cute fox XD

please don't go

i felt the danger
lurking inside
i heard the alarm
going off
i sensed the emptiness
revolving around

just what it feels like
my affection
is slipping away
for something 
it shouldn't 

Friday, June 10, 2011

the waiting

he looked past the window
again this morning
appalled by yet another
what he wanted wasn't there
who he needed hadn't arrived
even i as his dearest
couldn't ever replace

someone i was hoping
would be back soon
from his travel
just so
this guilt in my heart
can fade with peace, away

Sunday, June 5, 2011

as in glee

i'd like a bright white t-shirt
with its front
my deepest secret 
for the whole world to see

like chris colfer
my secret
is not really a secret
some knows
some not
but i don't really scream it at the rooftop
i guess it's a secret after all

still, you wouldn't know
this secret
bring me to the best of both worlds
present me hell and heaven
it contradicts what i supposed to believe
it breaks my heart to know i'm wrong
leaving me all smiles and lovey-dovey
satisfy my need for something different,
only this side of the world
is oh so boring
causing me to feel free
making me feel like a better person
leaving me helpless of the temptation
i'd live in the other side of the world if i could

but i can't
and i'm trapped here
a place without
with a mask on my face
with only
two words
on my bright white t-shirt