anything to say? :3

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Ain't You Mister Mister....


hey mister mister
sorry if i sound
too demanding
didn't mean to
didn't want to
didn't need to


you see mister mister
i just dont wanna ruin
something i've build
so careful

you see mister mister
you can call it paranoia
but ti justify
i just lose a castle
which i thought was of iron
which actually was of paper


so mister mister
no need to worry
no need to divide
you time
mister mister
i'm tired of another fight
of another cold shoulder
one is enough
two is too much
three will kill me
so i want to keep our
no waves
no shatter
no cracks

i'm happy i could love him
as freely as i could once
so i would be just happier
to be able to love you
as free as i can now

mister mister
frequent "hi" would be enough
occasional ramble could be good
snickering would be nice
no need secrets
no need whispers
coz i know
some others deserve it
not me

so mister mister
dont think too much

What Do I Do....

what do i do
when i love someone too much
it's hard to let go?

what do i do
when he expect so much from me
when i'm not sure
even for myself
whether i'm able
to be the woman
he wanted me to be?

what do i do
when someone loves one too much
it's hard for him
to watch her walk away?

what do i do
when i can't do anything
to stop someone i love
from walking away?

what do i do
when i watch her getting hurt
by her closest pals

what do i do
when she cried
having to let her first love
go away
right before her eyes?

what do i do
when life has its own plan
fate has its own twist
and i'm in no power
of changing
what is happening
what will happen
what had happened?

Saturday, October 30, 2010


bitches don't just happen.. they are made.
by parents more wicked than their offspring

(deeya, 2010)

Friday, October 29, 2010

Hachiko (still in my mind)

hachiko is a dog

who will wait for its master

front of train station

daily, one day

the master died at workplace

but hachiko keep waiting

throughout the year and

next years to come

it waited patiently

some may say

“what a dumb dog”

some may say

“total waste of life”

but dont we forget

hachiko’s a dog

but it has


more than some people

it’s better than them


where can i get my hachiko?


knowing myself

i dont mind, pain

i’ve had my share

but i hope you

wont hurt her

because she loves you

more than she does to me

appreciate it


Thursday, October 28, 2010


so far,

this is my favorite

image for this year’s


so mysterious

so gorgeous

so tempting

so creepy


aww! man...

too bad we cant hold any Halloween partay!

i’ll just stay with ‘witch’

thank you


i hate u XD mwah haha

it makes me wonder

in my courtship there’ll be




but what is it makes

me run back to him

every single time?