He..

he turn on loud music

and

he cried

until his eyes hurt

until his head cant bear the pain

until his body

shivered

trembled

until he felt

weak

nauseous


his fist meet the wall

until it hurts like hell

until he can't stifle his sobs

until he felt suffocated

by his own depression

by his own stupidity

by his own sensitivity


the thought crosses his mind

if only...

if only the thing

is not wrong

that would be just the thing

to save him from

his suffering

of being alone

confused

angry

frustrated