anything to say? :3

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Break Me.

They know


you're lonely


And they will only


break your heart


It's not me, it's you...

“he who start,

he gotta end”


and that’is how

i made up with

him

what make you think

you’re an exception?

because this all started

because of you


i made mistakes

but this time

it isn’t mine

and it isn’t

MY pride that

i’ve to swallow

it’s yours, miss


i ain’t going to

go all over you

for something

i know not my fault


you can stay quiet

the whole DAMNED day

coz i wont start it back

coz i’m not cheap

coz i do have dignity


Friends...

shes a bitch

thats what i heard

not until today


i was stunned

coz i see her everyday

but when my friend whispers

the bad things

she had commit

realization comes

and i know


its the truth

coz i have

the same impression

towards her

but

i just never thought

she would ever cross

the line

just like that


to my whisperer

i hope you stay

strong

because we have years more

to face each

and every one

of us

dont ever explode

i wont like it

to hear bad things

about you

i care for you

that much

yes, i missed the first wave

i wont be eager for second


and to her

i wish

she wont waste

precious moments

of her life

just like that

and

i wish

she would

respect others

just as how

shed like to be

respected


:3

now she knows


why


editing written things


inspecting over mistakes


is important


Dear Mr...


i'm so sorry
i slipped
never thought
a word
three letter
and
different meaning
can bear me
the biggest guilt

mean not
accusing you
it's a
total mistake
i'm sorry

gonna keep in mind
that i am
living in both worlds
and it
require
more
caution,
way more
than i do
now

promise

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Now...

I've been here so very long

And every word is calculated

Never questioned or debated

All these practiced poses


I could wreck it I had to

But I'm the wreck

so

what would that do?