My Best Friend's...

yesterday

i hung out with you

it was the best 5 hours in my life

today

i found out you committed suicide

with a gun

with a note

“i lost my will to live”

you got me

wondering

is your smile fake?

is your laugh pretentious?

is your joyful words false?

but

you’re gone

nonetheless

i felt sad

i felt empty

i felt useless

i wish you’d just appreciate me better

i wish you’d just have more rationality

i wish you knew i’ was always there for you

well then

rest in peace

you got all the peace in the world

now that you’re alone

beneath your gravestone