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Thursday, June 10, 2010

Thing That Comes When I Least Expected It To


I was studying in this school. It was my senior year. Sure, life couldn't get better for most of my friends. It was the 'peak' of their teenage life, you know.
Experiencing new exciting things every single day.
Laughter.
Tears.
Knowledge.
Love.
Friendship.
They just couldn't get enough of this life.

But I chose the other way.
I saw life as continuous routine.
Mundane and never changing.
LOL
And be the loner that I still am now.
It's not that I dread everything.
Or loathing life.
I just ceased to care about it.
As long as I flow.
Breathe.
Live.
Nothing else matters.


Life can get boring way too easy for me.
So I resort in friendship.
Online friends, you may call them.
Some kind, some just plain bullsh*t.
But fun nonetheless.
Unlike friends IRL
I can just ditch them whenever I feel like to
Or just keep silent till they fade away
Or pour out all my deepest secret without fear
Or discuss things that would be frowned upon by most people

Come this one friend.
I see this a chance to get a new special friend
Not in 'that' way
It's special in another way
Which you would not understand anyway


Nevertheless, life become pretty interesting when this friend appear
Messages
Calls
Messages
Calls
Messages
Calls
I just could not refrain from talking to this friend
After lights-off
During prep classes
In the peaceful prep-less evenings

I find peace when I talk to this friend
So things keep going
on and
on and
on and
on
for a long time

"Would you let me to take you as my girlfriend?"
No, it's not the rip-off of the lyrics of a song
This friend sent the message to me one night
And the fear came in waves to me
I was like, OMG I hate this thing
I hated interfering my really private life with my private life
But This friend had been good to me
Why not?
I said "ok...." in the end

I like this friend well as a friend
loving, caring, and just pleasant
emm, maybe a bit too much spices in the words sometimes :P
love is not my feeling at that time
it was too far to reach, i felt then
but i dare to try
and seeing the result
now
after three years
and i'm still with this friend
i guess, i can say i made the right decision
to try

we still fight like we used to do
we still cry when things get bad
we still laugh when things get better
but one thing changes
i have no more doubt that this friend is...
FOR ME








Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Just whatever that starts with an "R" and ends with an "e".... >_>

Now now now.... I just went back home for, like, only several days. And I dont talk much. I listen. Well, one of 'em is a story about a family of a bunch of dumb pigs, but I'd like to concentrate on 3 main members of the family.

Firstly, the mother pig. Let's just call her BIATCH

Second, guess what? The father pig! Call him a D*CKHEAD

Third, the son of the pigs. And, his name is... *SSFACE


There, there... They are a happeeeee family. Aww.... I felt like crying of happiness seeing them...
*pukes in the corner after saying that*

But, one day... ::(fake) sobs:: *SSFACE became crazy. It's like *POW* and

he turns into a mindless pig zombie minus the appetite for human

brains. He just, like, function-less. And guess? BIATCH and D*CKHEAD

dreaded things like that because *SSFACE supposed to work and bring them

filthy food in front of their big pigsty everyday. ::(fake) sigh.. awww poor

child....::
Therefore, the couple concentrated on other piglets, which are

normal and would do their pigsty chores faithfully, unlike *SSFACE who

would stared blankly into space every living minute he had.


Geez, a total spoiler, ain't it? LOL


Well, somehow, *SSFACE got the direction to one of his human

acquaintance house. How? Perhaps a voice whisper the direction to the

unfortunate house. *when a pig become crazy, THAT is a serious ailment,

oh-kay?* Back to the story, unable to reject him because of

manner, the owner and his family accepted him. They let him, guess? Eat

like a pig, sleep like a pig, and basically being a total douchebag in the

house for, like, a couple of months. Meanwhile, BIATCH and D*CKHEAD live

happily in their stinky pigsty, purposely playing deaf although they know

that their frigging son is messing up other people's lives. *what the hell?? i

don't give a damn if their family is falling off a cliff, i'd rather save a dog

than them, but puh-leeez, don't interfere with OUR lives, stinking pigs!*


Eventually, the owner of the kind house let *SSFACE live in another house.

Not being grateful, *SSFACE became worse. :: this suppose to teach that kindness doesnt necessarily replied with kindness :: He REALLY made

himself home. He even threatened the owner of the 'another house', which

ultimately forcing them to leave their own house. And, can you believe?

BIATCH and D*CKHEAD were roaring and roaring with red faces like b*tches

in heat.. In simpler words, they were angry because 'kind house' was now

abandoning their son. Geez, see? Ungrateful pigs.
*I felt like screaming :

hello??? that's your child. taking care of him IS you f*cking responsibility,

not ours, F*CKERS!!!*
*SSFACE then try to be a business-pig, making

business by his sh*tting skills; which turn his own sh*t into fertilizer for his

planted vegetables. ::YIKES!!:: He lived happily, while the 'kind house' and

the 'another house' suffer, until.... NOW.


Moral : Once a pig turns crazy, hand them over to slaughter house, and let

them make a bacon out of it. BEWARE OF MAGGOTS THOUGH. That's not a

good sign nor a pretty sight.