to him

i still can say i'm yours

i still can call you mine

but 

the wave length between us

became greater as days pass

 

perhaps it was for the nonexistant contact

perhaps it was my own made-up feeling

perhaps i'm too absorbed in my newfound life

perhaps you're too deep drowned in your life

i'm devastated

by my own confusion

i'm lost

in my own mind

and i'm scared

of what my own future would be