sometimes i wonder if

i'm drowned too deep

while you're above the water

waving at me

laughing recklessly

for my weakness

that cause my own suffering

maybe i'm being sensitive

i thought you would be more

sensitive

that no matter how strong i may seem to be

that how effective my poker face works

deep down

i'm no stronger than you

and after all

i'm just a newbie in this tough adult world

i'm just a girl

and maybe

i'm also nothing to you

to him

i still can say i'm yours

i still can call you mine

but 

the wave length between us

became greater as days pass

 

perhaps it was for the nonexistant contact

perhaps it was my own made-up feeling

perhaps i'm too absorbed in my newfound life

perhaps you're too deep drowned in your life

i'm devastated

by my own confusion

i'm lost

in my own mind

and i'm scared

of what my own future would be

 

the trembling, scared-eyed girl

it was none other than middle of the clockface

when darkness had consumed the world whole

when i was walking down the road

searching for peace of mind and

maybe aiming for one or two martinis later

when i heard something behind

not afar, but still continuous

like a creeper waiting to jump down on me

and devour the flesh and bones, whole

i was scared shitless but

i grasped the gun in my pocket and turned

i see a silhouette 

of a person, female

a not-so-little girl

walking, no

limping, exactly

as she hold herself up

towards me

trembling

her eyes dilated, 

full of emotion

"fear"

"disgust"

i could read as books

"to myself"

to herself?

i was perplexed

"why?"

the exact moment

the moonlight shone

direct onto us

and i saw

perfectly

her blood-drenched clothes

the axe in her hand

the hidden evil in her eyes

"i just can't stop"

"killing people"

was

the last words i heard

if you don't understand what this's about, you're innocent

how about my innocence?
LOL
"it's complicated"

we cant predict the future, most times

the website from which

i took all these

is practically plastered all over

so visit if you're

in need of more meme 

:D

favourite bones

 this is one of bones episodes

a body was found in paisley's bathroom, 

so they assumed the body was paisley's

sweets proceeded to talk to one suspect,

paisley's friend, nicole

hahaha i just love 

the direction of the investigation

but then, they discovered

the body wasn't paisley's

she's very well alive

booth went to see her

and told her

 next, what would anyone ask

an fbi agent who had just

informed you

they found a body in your house?

i love her 

:D

you're safe with me

good times

or

bad times

i can promise that

i'll stay by your side

even when around us

things worsen

that you have to cry

i'll smile

just so you know

even in your darkest moment

you can be happy

if only

if only you have the strength to

cute fox XD

please don't go

i felt the danger

lurking inside

i heard the alarm

going off

i sensed the emptiness

revolving around

just what it feels like

when

my affection

is slipping away

for something 

it shouldn't 

the waiting

he looked past the window

again this morning

appalled by yet another

disappointment

what he wanted wasn't there

who he needed hadn't arrived

 someone

even i as his dearest

couldn't ever replace

someone i was hoping

would be back soon

from his travel

just so

this guilt in my heart

can fade with peace, away

 

as in glee

i'd like a bright white t-shirt

with its front

my deepest secret 

written

for the whole world to see

but

like chris colfer

my secret

is not really a secret

some knows

some not

but i don't really scream it at the rooftop
so

i guess it's a secret after all

still, you wouldn't know

this secret

bring me to the best of both worlds

and

present me hell and heaven

because

it contradicts what i supposed to believe

it breaks my heart to know i'm wrong

while

leaving me all smiles and lovey-dovey

satisfy my need for something different,

only this side of the world

is oh so boring

causing me to feel free

making me feel like a better person

but

leaving me helpless of the temptation

i'd live in the other side of the world if i could

but i can't

and i'm trapped here

a place without

liberty

with a mask on my face

with only

two words

on my bright white t-shirt