in midst of nothingness

when i say i'm happy

they will say "grow up!"

when i say i'm sad

they will say "come on!"

when i say i'm scared

they will say "what a chicken!"

when i say i'm lonely

they will leave me by myself

so what am i to do

in midst of nothingness

i create another world

of unreached happiness and companies

where there

i don't have to speak

and be rejected

subtly

or

directly

which both

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hurt