anything to say? :3

Friday, July 29, 2011

mr k,
making up with you
the hardest
yet the best
i've ever made

Tuesday, July 19, 2011


i dont really intend
to go against my faith 
or anything

i'm not a pro

i just love the artsy side 
of it


and that's all
i'm just a lover
not a supporter

very sincerely written
and very consciously thought

Monday, July 18, 2011

Saturday, July 2, 2011

a very cold day

i lied on my bed
all day long
it was freezing
much to my distaste
even to set my foot 
onto the marbled floor
or to get out of the warm blanket

i peeked at the clock
five minutes to two
he should be here now
with worried look on his face
exaggerating things on his mind
on why
i missed class today
a fire?
an accident?
a mishap?
his paranoia
always amuse me
even more so
when they are 
of how much he cares


i've always envied the scenes in the movies

 the characters always seems to be able to find a place they can call their own

some sort of a secret place

where they can lie all day
where they can scream as they like
where thay can do whatever they want

though i'm never really
always surrounded by people
such place
is a blessings
from the sneer
from the giggles
from the insults

because in their eyes
i'm no more
than just a retard
the weird ones
ones you must avoid
and leave unintended
 things i feel
not to be argued
in a way
they're all right

We all have a little red bird inside us. 
Some people, 
like me, 
lock their little bird away so nothing can harm it. 

But It's best to let that little bird fly.
A bird that hasn't flown hasn't lived.

taken directly from here

Friday, July 1, 2011

when i talk to you

i was hoping for a nice talk
where i'm able to laugh or smile
a little bit
not a session for you to 
bitch about others

i know all too well
world isn't all about happiness
i learnt the hard way
but dear
if we dont create bits and pieces of
happiness of our own
wont our relationship turn sour and bitter?
from all the words you said of others?

i know you're tired
i know you're frustrated
so sometimes
i thought i'd just ask you not to call
for sometime
you can cool off
i can stay not frustrated
but because there
you're all alone
i dont have the heart to 
let you went through it all

but dear
cut down on your
emotional frenzy
of others
when we talk

he looked at me again

and this time
i was wondering
if what jessie said
was true

if he does
bat for other team
why'd he still
looking my way?
jessie seemed to 
understand what i was thinking

giving me a clean kiss 
on the cheek, she
smiled at me
"he's so into you
once in a while
don't you think it's great
to have a guy friend?
don't worry
i'm yours
and you're still mine"

i get it
i looked his way
and smiled

wow... soooo true.......... : )