Honey

sometimes
at times like this
i wanna cry
on your shoulders
and just pour my heart out
that
is what i dream of
but no such
audacity
to do
so

because
i'm just a child
with childish problems
and childish issues
which
is not as important
as the challenges you have
in the adult world

moreover
my mind
is kinda scattered
i dont know
what and which to tell
what and which NOT to tell
things are simple
but in my head
it's intricate

still
i just cant
bear with this fear
of rejection from you
so
i
shut
my
mouth
up

and let it all out
with every breath i let go
with every smash of my fist
with every clench of my jaw
with every line on my arms
with every scream i muffled
with every profanity i could say
with every stomp on the ground
with everything i can do
yet
nothing i can do
to make it all go
completely
::sobs::