Hard Times in Love

i hope i dont have to lie to you

it’s hard

when i have so many secrets

when i’m so in love with you

Losing and Winning

if i plan to lose since sometimes before, and indeed i lose, am i in the winning side for knowing i’m going to lose?

Lea's New Year's Stuff

new year is coming

and i have so many things

i wanna buy & i wanna do

buy

hair dryer, new mascara

external hard disk,

a little black dress,

and do

concerts, exercise regimes, NDS

-aided yoga XD, rice-skipping, get thinner,

learn more software skills, study harder

is it too much?

back to basic, two things i can sum up

as my new year resolution is

less weight

and

more studying

XD

Writer's Block

sometimes i have the famous

writer’s block

god i hate that

the words taste bitter in my mouth

it means lack of idea

it means absence of creativity

it means i was unable, then

or maybe even now

i hope it pass quickly

i hate it so

advice

ADVICE

is a few words i seek when

a) i dont know what to do

b) i know what to do but i refuse to believe

that THAT is what i have to do

untitled

either i’m a bit autistic

or just plain stupid

coz i’m afraid to talk to you

coz i dont know how to react with many of emotions you expressed

coz sometimes i cant even fathom your emotion