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Friday, May 6, 2011

i'm annoying even myself

for not being able to stand up
and make myself sure everything's
at least all right

for not being able to stop sitting 
in this room
with the frigging sobs

for not being able to forget
the important people
who have already forgotten 
about me

for not being able to stop
relating the sad stupid manga
to my life
which makes me even sadder

for not being able to just run away
and away
and away 
from here


really
this very moment
i need 
darkness
of all its majestic elements 
the seven of them
to consume me
but
am i worth it?
is it worth it?

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