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Friday, April 16, 2010

Pain

it's oblivious
since when
pain is soothing
tears are calming
torture is relieving
but
they do
and they did
to me

at times
i am barely able to breath
my problems
their problems
choking me inside
and
the whispers
the snickers
the smirks
added salt to my wound

it's painful
you ? you ? you?
do you have any idea?

first
i'm an outcast of my own circle
i'm no longer needed
i'm useless
i'm annoying
i'm disturbing
i'm not good enough for them
i'm fucked up

second
that's disturbing
i cant even bring myself to say it
i, once
was in the very same position
but i chose
what i love the most
but here they are
undecided
yet
collisions after collisions
it's impossible there's no wounds

third
fights
mean words
the demand to choose
this or that?
which group are you in?
which one you support?

fourth
i guess
i'm a bit of Jenna
her extra of excessive empathy
i felt towards this one person
cause i know it's hurt
to be
in her place

funny
i come here
not
for all this fuss
but
that's what you get for being human
in a society
"headache"
"misery"

oops
the fifth
i miss you
very very much
:)


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